Blog Update/Weekend Recap

Alrightchay'all.
Here is my current update.
This Saturday is the service for my grandfather.
We leave EARLY on Thursday morning.

That being said i have lots to do to get ready.
yesterday Will and I got out and reshingled our shed roof and put the grill in it.
I didnt take pictures. blog fail.
It was also a pretty piss-poor job and it looks terrible.
Come spring the entire roof will come off, and we have that too look forward too.
Story for another day.

Heres the dealyo, i will not be posting everyday this week, and not at all Thursday till next Tuesday.
Its a 12 hour drive home, which means i'll be in da car all day on Thursday and Monday.
I apologize.
But I also dont want to fill the blog with pointless posts.

I dont feel like posting.
I dont feel like much of anything...other than this..

It will be better after i put this service and all the family drama behind me.

OOOOONNNN to the good stuff.
I had another Bacholorette party this weekend.
It was quiet the event at Vickies. This was a photo i sent to T-Dubs.

He did not respond with enough enthusiasm, so i did not buy

yes, i know i wasn't 'really wearing it.' hush your mush!

On to the coolest place ever! Medieval times! WOOOO! So much fun!

Even if our knight did lose! Fo-Stabbed. And died.

The bride was kind enough to buy us all flags, we very quickly turned into WOO girls.

woo!

And that was great and i had blast.

It was actually super nice to get away.

Now, fast forward, even to NEXT Monday and I'd be a happy camper.

Later gators. Dont miss me too much. i promise to be back.

In the mean time, stalk me on instagram. @robine182

No fun run

I ran this shiz yesterday, post work.

If you follow me on instagram, @robine182 i should change that to blog status

you saw i was not only having a long difficult day but i did NOT want to run.

SUCK IT UP BUTTER CUP!

And i did.

I had a new outfit and everything and it was about 34 degrees out.

Before and After. and a kitty photo bomb to boot.

Jacket: Gap. Pantlopes: Oldnavy compressions LOVE. Hat/headband/earwarmers: Nike & Champion. Shoes: Adidas. FLIPBELT lovex2

So I am still doing a C25K sort of thing my trainers gave me to work on. The good news is i am still getting quicker and i have no pain. double win. I havent progressed in about 3 weeks because i havent been consistent.

First two intervals were fine.

Its freaking cold so my breathing was rough and my chest was tight.

Man that last interval i wanted to quit.

I need a route that takes me in a loop not having to back track to get my time in.

I REALLY wanted to quit.

But honestly, I was like, "if i quit now, i can't say i did it tomorrow on the blog"..

I DID IT! AND IT SUCKED BUT I FREAKING DID IT.

there it is. I struggle. its hard sometimes. but this my blog so im gonna brag away.

small miracles - archer

pic

darker days

sister megan on the left. me far right.

Darker Days Ahead.
Understatement of the year.
Some moments i am totally fine. Others, i'm a hot mess.

I had chest pain yesterday i was freaking out so much about all this family drama. sometimes i hate family and their crap. then i remember they are family. I wish i had not agreed to return for the service and reception. Its turning into an effing wedding with all the shiznat my mother is planning. I am struggling with people (family members) not respecting each other's grief, or just being straight up rude. I am especially protective if someone mean or insulting to my spouse who has done nothing other than try to help. That includes encouraging me to drink, and tearing me away from my mother when i wanted to choke her. So he has his hands full. He is not a 'member' of the family, so stop being a jerk off to him. Thats how it goes with my huge drama filled family.

Oh well. Some days are harder than others.
honestly im just ready for it to be over.
I have seriously considered going on anti anxiety meds this last 2 weeks.
i might actually need it.
I really need a run. Free therapy, man.

so why can't i just get out there and hit the pavement? its snowing lightly, its not like i havent run in worse.

funky town. i guess thats where i am.

Upside read this 'song' my sister's boyfriend, SCHVEN (is what we will call him on here) txted her.

i like him already.

so what button so what!

DUUUUUDE!

I cannot make this button work, at work.

Lame.

Maybe i should do real work instead of blogging...nah!

annnnnnnnnd away we go! Today I am saying SO WHAT IF...

• I have 218 unread blogs on bloglovin. I can't bear to "mark read" on any of them.
• give me another day or two and ill prolly mark them. sorry. i gotta life to live.
• breaking benjamin is rocking out with me. woah angry music.
• there will be 33 hours of Christmas music on my ipod for our trip back home for the funeral in two weeks.
• ive been dying to watch Elf. It makes me happy.
• i want to watch Hubby Jack's & Sally's Vlog but its like a half hour long! I keep watching it in like 30 sec bits.
• i must have this by/for Christmas.  

• new running sneakers would be great, said the girl who will be out of town for 4 consecutive weekends. #moneystight
• i missing running real bad, but havent sucked it up and made time for it lately
• i promised id start eating better today, then a friend txted me to do lunch at BWWW. Ranch Wrap is where its at.
• everyone loves all things pumpkin. and this sign made me laugh and stop on brakes in the car on our trip. nowhere...no where.. just me...uh, ok then.

• i have parents that love me, but that i also mostly want to throat punch.
• i am terrible child, even as an adult.
• Pour me another sparkling cider and carmel vodka. mmmmmmkay!!!
• I'd rather be at EVERY basketball game this year than anywhere else.

cliff

• Cliff Alexander better committ to this HOUSE OF PAIGN! - its champaign, illinois. get it?
• Did i mention i cannot wait for the game this week?

And thats what i am saying so what to this week! Peace out chicas!